stardustcboy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Death/Rebirth i wish i didn't feel the things i feel. i wish i wasn't the person i am. i just want to be like everyone else...please god let me be like everyone else. i'd give it all away to be like everyone else. i'm not special, i'm not unique, i'm not better...i'm a freak of nature, an abstraction, an irrational number...and i hate it. i want to be a 1 or a 0...black or white... time to kill it all away...and rebuild it...reshape it...into something more mainstream. something more digestable to the everyday palette. because i can't be what i am and be happy...and even worse...i can't be what i am and not hurt those i love deeply. i'd rather completely destroy myself...than live another day like this... ~B-) 11:04 a.m. - 2006-11-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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