stardustcboy's Diaryland Diary



well now my little ones! it has been QUITE a while no? what? 2 years? *checks date of last entry*

well, not's been exactly 1 year, 6 months, 4 days, 18 hours, 11 minutes aaaaand...27 seconds since my last entry. :P

much, much, much has changed.

before i begin, let me preface the nature of the upcoming entries...

right up, it all was a lie. at the last time of writing, fluffykitty1 (no longer linked in this diary) and i had been having an ongoing affair for nearly 2 years. jelly knew, in her heart of hearts, that it was happening. she knew because she is my wife and you can't hide that sort of thing from someone who is so deeply a part of your life. there is suspicion, and some deep subconscious knowing. it comes in dreams and fleeting flashes of insight. i know, i was there once long ago...

in any event, i finally told her. told her everything...and walked the long path of fire and pain back to her heart. it was worth every single step...and what comes next, is a chronicle of those hold tight, it may get a little bumpy...


2:50 p.m. - 2009-01-16


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