stardustcboy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I wanna' be a porn director... hello hello my dearest cyber-friends! hope all is well out there in d-land. it's a gorgeous day out here in sunny so-cali and i completed all the work i need to yesterday. that's not to say that there isn't more to be done, for there is always things to do, but if anything it gives me a lil time to come stop by and do a lil bit of writing! which i'm sure ya'll have been hungering for for quite some time. so, i've decided that i want to direct a porno. this inspiration came to me yesterday while browsing for new DvDs at the Porn version of Netflix. lately i've been on quite the vintage porn kick and thus, all the rentals i've gotten are no later than 1985. why? you might ask... well, back in the days of early porn, there was still a semblance of what i like to call "film-making". despite being what they were, porn movies of the past were at least flimsy attempts at directing, visual artistry, and narrative. at best, you get films with an interesting premise, so-so acting (in the non-sex scenes), and some pretty artistic shots; and at worst some pretty lousy acting (in the non-sex scenes), flimsy if not all together non-existant plot development, and a few fairly artistic shots. i enjoy the vintage stuff because most of the time it isn't glossed over and overly objectified. the actors are natural...natural tits, natural juicy asses, natural cocks, natural furry lil muffs, and actors that seem to actually ENJOY what they are doing. what happened to the good ol' vintage days of porn? today porno is so utterly vapid and plastic. plots, if at all existant, are so weak that there really is no point at all; and the actors (and most particularly the ACTRESSES) are so modified - shaved bare, huge fake breasts, scrawny pencil thin legs and hips, etc. - that it's almost disgusting to look at for any prolonged period of time. their eyes are vacant and disinterested most of the time and the sex isn't sensual, tender, or remotely sexy...it's just scene after seemingly endless scene of raunch. to make it all worse, these films usually last 4 hours or more! 4 hours of raw ass pounding, cock-choking, and gaping vaginas...facials, tit shots, gang-bangs...to a point where it loses its impact...where the viewer becomes more and more desensitized until nothing is extreme ENOUGH to kick-start the engine. it's not sex and it's not sexy...it's just one extreme to another in the search of some greater, deeper, more intense sexual experience. but where does it stop? soon people won't be able to get off on sex, they'll need shit-eating, foot-fisting, donkey raping, ass torture or something like that. then what? snuff? watching people fuck and cannibalize each other at the same time? seeing a guy stuff his cock into the eye-socket of some innocent looking teen? necrophilia? where does it fucking end? i want a return to the golden age of porn! i want actors and actresses who love what they do and are actually GOOD at it! not in the sense that they can fuck for hours without bleeding and chaffing...but in the sense that they MAKE IT ACTUALLY LOOK SEXY. i want a certain amount of plot development and purpose. real life sex doesn't necessarily play out like a stag film...women in real life don't look like the actresses in a stag film...they don't behave like them. I WANT SEX TO BE SEXY AGAIN! so, i want to make my own porno. i want to recreate and reclaim sexuality as something that people share and enjoy in a sensual, erotic, and earth-shaking sort of way! i want to break down the barriers, tear down and rebuild the standards, and show people that sex is fantastic regardless of how you're built, or what tit/dick size you have, or how hairy or unhairy you are. sex is VISCERAL! it's ANIMAL! it's base and lusty and passionate. REAL asses aren't bleached pink when they're brown. REAL pussy isn't shaved bare or "reconstructed". men and women cum in many different shapes and sizes...ALL of which should be celebrated and made sexy and enjoyable. i want juices, sweat, grunting, rutting...REAL FUCKING! i want it sloppy and messy and funny and highly orgasmic and intensely stimulating all at once! BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT REAL SEX IS LIKE. real sex can sometimes result in the lil escape of air from the vagina as you pound the ever-living-hell out of some hottie! real sex IS the thick white, cream that forms around the pussy as it gets wetter and wetter from being fucked silly! real sex is the lil driplets of cum, the sweat! REAL SEX IS DOWNRIGHT DIRTY NASTY FILTHY RAUNCHY AND A WHOLE HELLUVA' LOTTA' FUN! it's women with big chunky asses...it's women with lil pert tits...it's men hung like horses...it's men with average cocks, lil cocks... sex happens and it has purpose. it happens between two (or more) people...two men, two women, a man a woman, four men one woman, two women one man...however the combination...it's messy and it's FUN. there's a pick up, an establishment, a dance, a ritual. you don't just cut to fucking. two people meet in a bar...a man and his wife wanna' spice up their sex life...a man gets curious about his good friend...there's a huge possibility of story, of plot and narrative. SO LET ME BRING IT BACK! for my first film i'd like to play around with sexual roles and gender combinations. i was really disappointed by the bisexual porns that i had rented. it didn't have as much of the combo'ing as i thought it would have. it was either the woman was sort of an afterthought to the guy-on-guy (to keep a bi-curious dude okay about liking to watch two guys suck each other off - there's a girl so he's still "straight") or the girls were only for the enjoyment of a man. i want girls cumming on camera dammit! i let the fuckin' film roll for four hours if i have to, i want a real female orgasm! so yeah, my first film will involve guy-guy, girl-girl, guy-girl-guy, girl-guy-girl, girl-guy-girl-guy. no holes barred! i want hot scenes of two guys DP'ing a hot woman for the first time. i want to see them pull out of her and cum on each others balls and stroke each other while it's happening. i want to see a daisy-chain. i want to see the guy turn around while fucking the girl and let his ass get reamed by the other guy. i want to see two girls goin' at it with each other while the man watches and jacks off. as they reach their climax i want to see the guy blow his hot load all over his stomach, without even being involved! i want to see the girls clean it off of him. i want one girl to stick her finger up his ass while the other girl sucks his cock and plays with his nipples. while that happens i want to see another man feed his engorged member to him. i want to see a blast of hot semen all over his face as the girls get a load on their faces and tits! and i want it all to have a premise! a plot! i want a nice amount of foreplay and teasing. i want sensual and erotic nudity. sexy camera angles, artful dissolves and fades from one scene to another. i want the climax of the film to be the climax of the viewer! i want the scenes to be short and realistically timed. i want the actors to enjoy themselves and really get off. i want good sound and lighting. i want the actors to be hot and natural...a return to the stars and starlettes of old! i want people of all ages (over 18 of course) to REALLY enjoy the film from beginning to end. i want a man to watch it and slowly stroke his cock, getting more and more aroused with each scene until he just can't stand it. i want women to play with themselves over and over and over until the very end...orgasm after orgasm. i want couples to watch it together...i want it to be an ice-breaker...a mood enhancer...a sexual stimulant like no other on earth! but where to start my friends? where to start? actors and actresses? where do i find good ones who would be willing to get naked and fuck? not only that, but who would be open to bisexual play? i don't want tired lookin' crack-hoes and boys from weho. i want fresh faces, nice and natural bodies...open-minded freaks who will have fun making a porno and not be jaded or half-assed, interested in the paycheck at the end of the day. i need good camera and lighting equipment. i need sound design and editing. i want nice and natural locations. most of all i want story...something that will lead the viewer on a journey of sexual exploration... so yeah, that's what i want in a porno, and moreover would MAKE if i were to have the money and backing to film a porno. i'm sure some would disagree...and many would probably pass it by in search of just straight hardcore raunch-o-rama...but i know there are others who are like me. others who want something sexy, erotic and artistic...something that will titillate and excite... hell yeah! so does anyone have any good suggestions for flix until then? i want a good gay porn. you know, hot guy-on-guy. i like the ethnic men and i want 'em hot. i also like gushers...i want gallons of cum shooting at least two yards! ;-P i'm also looking for a good lesbian, GIRLS ONLY porn. i want one with real female orgasms (if that is at all possible) and good-looking, natural babes. finally, any recommendations for bisexual porn where everyone plays with everyone and there are girls-on-guys-on-guys-on-girls-on-girls kind of scenes? let me know ya'll! until then... rock out with your cock out!! 10:26 a.m. - 2005-03-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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