stardustcboy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thursday Thoughts - More of an Update but whatever... howdy ya'll! i hope everyone is feelin' fine and dandy this thursday afternoon. things out my way are improving bit by bit. the week overall has started off pretty roughly, but i'm pretty certain that all will turn out as it should. we had to put sushi to sleep on tuesday night, which is never a good experience; but overall it was nice to see her go peaceful and to be freed from the pain. now it's an adjustment to not having her around and i catch myself from time to time doing things that are second nature. picking up clothes off the floor, closing doors to the rooms and absent-mindedly checking to see if her food and water need refilling. then i catch myself and just sort of stand there stunned. having a shitty ass chicago-virus doesn't help my overall mood either because i feel like i got trampled by an entire herd of ASS. though today i feel much better, and am glad to report that said virus has not managed to travel to my lungs. there's nothing worse than that tight-chest feeling that sends sharp pains through your throat and lungs whenever you cough (i'm sure that being a smoker doesn't help this particular situation). in any case, i'm on the mend, and have a nice break from the rain with a little cali-sunshine (though it is supposed to resume with the deluge this evening on into the weekend). we were supposed to go and stay in Laguna Beach with Mr. and Mrs. Dick this weekend. they had set aside a nice lil suite on the sea for us all to relax and romp around in. i was greatly looking forward to it, but we cancelled last minute. i figure we need the time to recouperate from the rough start and our sickness; but i still feel pretty bummed about it because i was so looking forward to hanging with them again. i'll have to make it up to them two-fold in the near future, it's like the eighth time i've flaked out on them. beyond that things are good. i didn't really have a lot of energy to write a wednesday whimsy yesterday, so i figured i'd come in and do a little thoughts column...even though i don't have much thoughts on anything right now. i was thinking too that thursday thoughts would be more of a editorial style in which i expound upon some sort of topic and my opinion on it. subjects could range from politics to news and current issues to movie, television, videogame and book reviews. i'm pretty excited to put my new computer together. the past few days have all but completely drained my psychic, emotional and physical resources and when i get home after work i just want to eat and sleep. luckily that is all due to change shortly as this virus is on its way out the door and i should be back to my old energetic self by the weekend. i DEFINITELY will have enough energy to write a very nice Fantasy Friday entry for you all tomorrow so stay tuned!! until then my dearest loves... live well! i'm reading you! ~B-) 12:37 p.m. - 2005-01-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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