stardustcboy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ...Fuckin' warmongers and peacenix: can't we all just get along?... man...is the world goin' to the shithole or what? this whole middle east fiasco has got everyone worked into a tizzy. can't we all just get along already? haven't the past few centuries of war and strife been enough? haven't we moved beyond this mentality? i mean, yeah, we can make weapons of mass destruction that could wipe out entire regions of the world so now what? who's got the biggest missle? what? i'm just plain sick of hearing about it all. the rantings of the warmongers and the whinings of the peaceniks. fuck it. let's just do it. let's just go to war. i'm not talkin' just the middle east either. i'm talkin' destruction and mayhem on a GLOBAL LEVEL!! why leave anyone out i say? that way when it is all said and done and the world is a nuclear/biological wasteland, no one can stand around and point fingers at anyone else...they'd be too busy just trying to survive and rebuild. perhaps then we'll get it. perhaps then there will be an actual VALUE to things. maybe...just maybe...people wouldn't take so much for granted. MAYBE...people would want to live peacefully simply because they don't want to live through something like that EVER AGAIN! so let's do this. we move in to iraq it'll be like stirring up a hornets nest. there are groups there who DO NOT LIKE US and would LOVE the opportunity to strap some bombs on themselves and run into the fray. and there's no accounting for "the sleepers" either! what fun! what chaos! what mayhem! listen, sometimes there is a need for great change. we all know that great change comes at a great sacrifice. sometimes the dead skin must be excised in order for new and healthy tissue to grow. sometimes the woods must burn to make way for new growth. well then, if i fall into the "dead skin" catagory then so be it. at least the world will be a better place for it. there are too many damn people around here anyway. who needs 7 trillion humans anyway? i mean, i'd say you need a few billion at the most...but 7 trillion? that's a bit too many. that's 7 trillion mouths to feed...7 trillion people who need shelter...7 trillion people who use energy...7 trillion people that take up space. it's time to do some weeding... we don't have any natural predators you know. so nature builds in different kinds of population control... disease war random acts of violence serial killers low birth rates infertility yep...sad but true my friends. nature yet has her way with us as much as we'd like to think otherwise; and i'm beginnin' to think that she's gettin' ready to do some spring cleanin'... i'll say it now for the record... "i got a bad feelin' about this drop..." all of this stuff seems to be leading somewhere...somewhere not good... like...i'll put it this way... in my minds eye i see a river and i'm standing upon its bank. the river represents the flow of time. i look into the waters and events, like fish, are swimming downstream. larger fish are events of greater possibility (they're easier to catch) and smaller fish are events of great uncertainty. i cast my line and realize that all the fish have swam away...as though there is something much bigger and menacing coming downstream... i don't like to talk about my superpowers all that much. simply because its not cool in the superhero's codebook to flaunt your superhuman abilities to the general populace; but...i see dead people...just kiddin'... seriously, i can see things before they happen. my great-great-great grandmother was a seeress she told fortunes and stuff. she predicted the first world war and predicted (correctly) that she would lose her first-born son in that very same war. she said that her insights came to her in her dreams... that's what happens to me sometimes. i dream of things and they happen. it's creepy. in july of 01 i dreamt i was coming out from underground with my cousin shea and my sister. the sky suddenly turned red and huge dome-shaped cloud appeared on the horizon. it became increasingly hotter and hotter as the strange cloud grew bigger. all around the city was burning and buildings were crumbling and collapsing. i turned to my sister and my cousin and said "we need to find shelter soon." then i awoke. i didn't really think much of it at the time, but 2 months later i had a second dream much like that one. this time i was walking out from underground with my cousin shea and we looked up and the sky was on fire, i turned to him and said "we better run!" and woke up. my alarm didn't go off that morning and i was rushing to work. on the way out the door my phone rang and i figured it was a creditor calling to get money so i ran out the door and let the answering machine get it. on the way to work i was listening to a CD in my car, and i remarked...marveled even...at how devoid the freeway was of traffic. i passed LAX and they had closed it all off. there were police there and everything. i was baffled. when i finally arrived at work sean was like, "dude, did you hear what happened?!?" that was the morning of 9/11 my cousin lives in manhattan and works near the WTC in international finance banking. that morning he was coming out from the subway. he heard the plane, looked up and saw it hit. he said he ran so far and so long he got lost. creepy eh? a bit ex facto but hey...i wouldn't want to be called a cassandra now would i? or even worse...chicken little. i think a lot of people have this power though. i think humans are sensitive like that...some more than others...part of the whole quantum self. anyway, i haven't had any strange dreams as of late; but i'll agree with some of you when you say that SOMETHING is going to happen, and that SOMETHING isn't going to be happy-fun-time either. i'll keep you posted. until then just live happy and be nice to people. shit. ~B-)
3:46 p.m. - 2003-03-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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