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...Money woes...again...

*sigh*

things just seem so bleak right now. i just wish i had more money...and i hate it when i say that...i hate money...but i love it...but i hate it...love it...hate it...love it...

i guess all i can do is just weather through it. not much else really. i don't have any money, i'm not making any more money, so i have to just take it step by step...and stop impulse spending...

there's just so much financial turmoil going on right now i have no clue as to how i'm going to manage anything. all my bills are slipping, loans defaulting, car payments...

i keep going around and around in my head about the whole job situation, and i can't seem to make up my mind about it. suppose the best thing to do is just wait it out a bit...see where things go in the next month or so...and just pay what i can when i can.

perhaps bankruptcy? scrub the record clean? deal with the mark for 7 years and by the time i'm 33 i'll be in the clear again? sounds like it might work...anyhow, it's an option...

the idea of not having any outstanding debts sounds nice. to just be free of the constant nagging from creditors and collectors. the unending anxiety of money matters...

i rode the bus today to work. it's the first time i ever rode the bus. honestly...it was real fun. you get to see all sorts of interesting people. plus, it's kinda' nice to get into work real early, before anyone else shows up. so quiet, i can make a pot of coffee and not worry about people swooping in before it's done percolating and stealing a cup or two (i hate that). sucks getting to bed though. i like staying up late and that's so antithetical to getting up early. eventually my internal clock will reset...only a matter of time before i find the weariness setting in around 9pm. finally, i'm not polluting the atmosphere as much...i kinda' like that idea...so here's to public transportation (though i'd imagine it has it's down side that is yet to be seen). ;)

anyhow, my friend tom is gonna' give me a ride out to santa monica so i'm gonna' roll out. i may drop by later tonight and write something...if not then tomorrow when i get in!

~B-)

6:43 p.m. - 2003-01-06

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